RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
Mood:
Horrible
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- ok so i just recently found out that the guy i was friends with for 9 years who then wanted to become more and date- and we did- is and has always been married- how did i not know this? he hid it sooooooo well ... i am crushed absolutely crushed by...
- WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE ........... MATTHEW DIED ON JAN . 14TH , 2011 , HE...
- i know its been awhile since i've been online and on this site- wanted to update everyone who has been there for me and since most of my ds friends and family are in the depression group, i'm using this outlet to do so. i am currently living in indy...
- ok so i tried the think positive and good things will happen method- u know where that got me- in a man's bed- for 2 days and he built me up and then just let me down- he actually called to ask me for a 3 some- why do all men ask me for this- its...
- i just thought i'd share- for the first time in a long time i am not depressed at all in or with my life- things are going good and i'm back on track or so it seems- things are good and things will get better , i keep telling myself that- broke up...
- JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO MY EXTENDED DS FAMILY AND FRIENDS I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ANY OF YOU , JUST HAVEN'T HAD A COMPUTER TO CHECK MY EMAILS AND SUCH ... I AM DOING GOOD AND I HOPE Y'ALL ARE AS WELL ! I AM STARTING MY LIFE OVER, LIVING WITH FRIENDS IN...
- Nobody understands me- i am living with a friend who i know really wishes i would leave so we could both get on with our lives- though he is too nice to say get out- i know he thinks it often- i just do..... my brothers one is going through his...
- that i've sunk this low in my life........ i am 26 and have nothing , i am staying with a friend who as of recently has grown alittle tired of me , i can't find a job in this small town and i'm trying the best i can to get back to indianapolis where...
- That the state u live in might be part of the cause of ur depression? i know for me atleast its truei've been back in Tennessee for 3 almost 4 months, and have had absolutely no luck finding jobs, which made me resort to babysittingwhich i do in the...
- Lately my sister keeps tryin to find things to pick fights with me about, i think she is wanting me to move out without saying it, she wants me to be the one to do it , so it will be my fault and she doesn't have to take the blame, well thats just...
- ok so i am alittle confused here and would like some different points of view from both Men and Women, i have a hypothetical Question for everyone, so if you've known someone for years , talked and all and u can't imagine ur life without them- u...
- have u ever felt that u are drowning in ur own spit? like u are spiraling out of control cause u have no control over u or ur life ? thats exactly how i feel right now ! i am trapped, i am living with my sister once again, and i want to leave and go...
- Some times i wish i could just disappear ! ahhhhhhhhhhhh! today my 2 year old nephew who i watch daily just woke up and he is screaming that he wants his Mommy , and i know its cause he is still tired- but its really getting on my nerves ! and i...
- so ok, things were going great w/ me and my sis , and her hubby has been hating it, so my sis told me- i think u should get a puppy so u can have something to take care of that's urs, u know since i'm home all day taking care of their kids,...
- Hi - i just got an email from Missy- i passed along the message about her being missed and loved here by all of her friends- and she wanted me to tell u all she says Hi and sends her love and that one day she hopes she is strong enough to be able to...