Feel lots better about my situation today and yet i just bashed myself on another community - i started reading all their post and i couldn't leave comments cause i knew it would start a whole debate on how horrible of a person i am so i figured i'd beat them to the punch and knock myself out - but i still can't look in the mirror- i see this evil ugly person- who did an awful thing and took everyone in the situation down with her.... AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! SOMEONE JUST SHOOT ME IN THE HEAD TODAY ! i'm feeling mixed emotions- happy that things are clearer- also mad at myself for even getting involved in this- I HATE MYSELF !
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