well i'm not proud to say- i chickened out of getting my pregnancy test this weekend and have put it off til next friday or saturday.... my weekend was very stressful- the ex called and called and called- i had to talk to him and calm him down and i had to use tough love and say look- we can't be together unless u straighten out ur life and get things together .... finally when he realized he wasn't gonna get his way- he gave in and i had to give in and agree for him to come see me next weekend and do the test together- its the only compromise i could make- since he wanted to come get me and my stuff and move me in with him- i said NO WAY ! Right now that is just not a good opportunity for either of us and i think he is coming to realize that.... or atleast i hope...my friends all laugh at me cause everytime i get sick - i say well maybe i have a tumor and i'm dying.... they are like yeah - twins .... pray for me ! don't wanna go to the doc- but gonna have to soon- cause i'm puking and have nausea- i'm sore all over ! and i'm crazing foods that i've never wanted before and that i think are disgusting- but i'm eating them anyways... migraines and i've fainted about 4 times already- so a baby? maybe? i don't know anymore- i'm so drained........