all i want to know is why? after everything i did am i getting respect and support from the family of the man i cheated with? why don't they just tell it like it is and call me a horrible person? cause i feel like i am a horrible person... though i did learn a lesson and i will NEVER get involved with anyone who is married , engaged or in a relationship ever again! everyone is telling me its not completely my fault- so why do i feel like it is ? until lastnight i felt responsible for this man and what he did- he said he was gonna kill himself- now i'm just like ok go do it- cause he won't he's chicken- i feel bad for his wife- she left - but this isn't the first time and she'll be back......and why does she want to be with a cheater- i'm finally letting him go and moving forward and trying to do right- i'm doing a lot of soul searching lately ... but all i see when i look in the mirror is this ugly person- i totally disgust myself - and wanted everyone to know- i'm not proud in any way of what i did and i think i deserve to be bashed alittle- well ok a lot- i look at all of these post and i want to cry- i feel for all of you and i want to leave comments and offer my support- but i feel it won't be wanted- so well this is what i'm thiking about right now- beating myself up emotionally and for good reason...... so does anyone want to come shoot me in the head- please feel free to use this post to get out all ur anger and say what u will..... i think that is the only way i can help out- i'm venting and if u need to- well here is ur chance...let it out...
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