haven't had time or need to be here in while would like to say thanks to everyone who supported me near and far in this group, also happy holidays everyone! I've been busy working,being a mommy and getting myself together in the mix of all this I met Mr wonderful and we are engaged! sorry I haven't been there for those who have needed me here,I've traded my depression for now being overwhelmed with plans looking for apartments daycare centers to interview decisions to make about keeping my dog r placing him with another family my family hating my fiance and then being mad me and my daughter are spending Christmas with him at times I feel I am going to have a breakdown! really needed to vent for those who read this thanks for listening ! it's been quite a journey almost happy where I am at and with who I've become more improvements coming soon :-)