Things went alright today. It's been a lot more easier now that I'm trying to just focus on doing my job. At times i still have an urge to say things, but i am trying not to. A lot of times when I do say things mostly I find that I get frustrated. You end up fighting mostly with their ego's, insecurities and other stuff that has nothing to do with your original intention. They don't pay me enough to be dealing with that kind of stuff, so I'm better off just doing my job, and much happier too. Having Tim here is going well, he's pretty quiet. We do get talking usually everyday when he gets home. Usually it's no longer than an hour at the most. He's pretty good for conversations. We usually just talk about how our day was. We talk to about things with recovery. Tim's a bit younger, and hasn't learned a lot. I do think at some time that he's going to use. He still talks about liking it, and he says he's getting cravings. I can't really say things, because I think he needs to learn and go his own path. I'm sure that he's going to do what he's going to do, no matter what I say. I"m that way too. Need to do things to find out for myself. Oh well, I have made it clear tho that there's to be no using here. If he's going to do anything, it's definetly not going to be here. I feel so tired today. I've been staying up to late every night, and not getting to bed untill 11pm, or later. That only about 5 or less hours of sleep, and it's catching up with me. This morning in the bus I kept nodding off. I thought for sure I was going to end up at Conestoga Mall, but I didn't. At least the weekend is here and I can sleep in tomorow. Well, that's all for now. It's taking me longer to corect my spelling erors, and I seem to be making them with every other word. So nice to have a comfy bed to curl up in. My freind G taught me that. I used to sleep with the bare minimum. One pillow, one blanket. When she came she got all kinds of nice pillows, and good blankets. I have a bueatiful comforter now too that keeps me really warm. I like my bed now. Little things like that can be so simple, but sometimes it takes somebody else to show us those things. She's a good girl. I'm glad I met her. Thank you, Lord. Amen.