Been so busy and worn out lately, and it's hard to concentrate at times. Yesterday I didn't even know what day it was. Seems like I have a million things on my mind. The cats are helping me keep it together. when I look at them I get a little serenity. Jet is so easy going, but Jimmy has a hard time relaxing. Seems like he can't sit still for long, except when he's lying down at night. all three of us lay together. him and Jet have their arms around each other. Their really affectionate with each other. Always washing each other, untill Jimmy decides to get Jet going with some play fighting. I wonder a lot how they will be when I get back. I don't want them to change. Thats always been something with me. Never want things to change. I remember when I was younger that was a favourite expression of mine, but when I had my first major change, we moved, I think thats when my world really changed. Next one was my brother dieing. Life just seemed to get scarier after that. It's like I just never felt secure about anything anymore. Anyway, today is going to be good I think. I feel a little better than yesterday. Yesterday I felt like I just wanted to hide. Just so overwhelmed with stuff. Anyway, gotta get ready for work. Thank God for that. Just thank God period.