Tonight I feel so good. Had a little frustrating day painting, but got to call a friend thats been on my mind for awhile. Yahoo! I like that. Feeling good about treatment too. Really want to get to the root of whats going on with me. I know I can have a good life, if I can just find that thing that seems to want to stop me. My inner struggle. That damned conflict thats inside of me. I'm sure I'm doing the right thing, not sure how things will turn out, but just got to take it one step at a time. Looking foreward to clearing my mind again. That will be so good. To think straight without all the negative yapping going on. I had that before, so I know what it's like. Anyway, going to bed. My kitties need some loving too. Thank you Lord.