motherduck

Today I spoke with the DA's investigator, he said they should be filing charges on my husband and he will be arrested soon.  I am to call back next week for an update.  Finally, I see the light at...

Hi, sorry I've been so cranky lately on my journal.  I'm better now.  I've found the corrolation to my dark mood with when I've been writing my book.  I haven't written and feel so much better. ...

for a week or two now all I've felt like doing is crying.  I just want to sit alone somewhere and cry my heart out.  I'm so emotionally tired.  Friday I called the special investigator from the...

Last Friday night someone called here at my parent's home.  Nobody has the private line phone number, but somehow this person had it.  It was late, the young person called and said his name was...

Can you say FRUSTRATED?  I just don't get this.  The DA's office called today to say the DA herself had questions about something.  I wonder why in the hell she didn't ask these questions way back...

Today I'm going to write.  I'm up early, I am drinking my Chai and now it's time to get off here and do some writing/healing.  God I know that book won't write itself, but truly I'm at the point to...

Reality sets in and I have to accept that I can't do anything about this.  I guess it's time to get off my keester and start writing in that dark book again. 

I think I may be PMSing a bit because yesterday I was so exhausted and frustrated and depressed.  I've been calling the DA's office for status and he is now sending all my calls straight to...

I honestly don't know what I'd do without you all.  The "interview" with my daughter was done finally.  Only took over a month to get.  The new detective told me he would deliver it the next day...

Listening to Josh Groban's Don't give up song off of his AWAKE CD.  Everyone should listen to that song.  It's kept me alive. I'm very emotional lately.  I have started to cry about every hour or...

Doing A okay today.  I'm waiting for the appt for my daughter's interview that takes the place of her testifying.  Waiting to hear when my soon to be X will be officially charged and have a court...

Thanks everyone, I'm doing better.  Things are progressing.  I've been waiting for things to happen with my oldest child and now it has.  He is angry and he needs therapy to get through all this...

My children have decided to leave.  They've decided to go live with their biological father who has promised that the life he will provide will be so much better than the one I have provided.  My...

pain, agony and more pain.  loss unlike any other

So today I'm not so good.  I found out that my daughter has to go through another interview only this time more in debth.  My heart aches for her because I know she wants this to be over more than...