Thanks everyone, I'm doing better.  Things are progressing.  I've been waiting for things to happen with my oldest child and now it has.  He is angry and he needs therapy to get through all this too.  I'm sad that I neglected him, I knew he needed me, but I was already spread too thin.  Now that my daughter is on track so to speak, I'm going to have to get going on my oldest son.  This is so hard to get through.  The ripples that are caused from one pebble being dropped is amazingly awful.  The wave just keeps going and going.  I guess that's the same when a positive pebble is dropped too, but I haven't had one of those for a while.  Your support has helped me so much.  I know I'm blessed and I am certainly thankful for you all.