Listening to Josh Groban's Don't give up song off of his AWAKE CD.  Everyone should listen to that song.  It's kept me alive. I'm very emotional lately.  I have started to cry about every hour or so. But still I'm doing okay.  I need to write my book.  I want everyone else besides us on DS to understand this evil that is taking over our world, our children's world.  I want to the world to know about the different kinds of abusers out there.  Why am I so afraid to open that document and write?  I do everything including this to avoid it, but that book is all I think of.  I think it's because I'm a perfectionist and afraid to fail.  This sounds bad, but I am okay right now.  I'm okay. 

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I\'m the same way - i am afraid to fail, so i avoid things that i am unsure about! Plus, you might be avoiding it b/c you know it\'s going to be emotional & you are dealing with alot of emotions already! If you ever need help with your book, let me know!
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Take it easy on yourself you going throught alot right now.....you write your book you will get there i know you will......be good to yourself ok
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please take it easy on yourself and wish you the best my friend
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I love Josh Groban as well, especially You Raise Me Up. The words lift my spirits when I think no one is there. You will write that book when you are ready. Really believe that whatever we do and go thru in life there is a readiness to do it. Maybe right now you have too much on your plate to concentrate. Be gentle with yourself.