I'm still feeling, okay. Seriously, haven't felt like this in a while. I don't feel great, I wouldn't say I even feel that happy, its just a feeling in between sadness and happyness, I'm just okay. Nothing great happening, nothing terribly bad. I'm just trying not to think about things. Granteed in a few days time I'll be feeling shit as ever. But I'm not even going to talk about it tonight.  Went a run today so that helped. Always does. I enjoy it so thats one good thing. Played the wii aswell so kept my mind busy. But its soon bed time and thats the worst. I always have shitty thoughts crossing my mind. Wishing I could be somewhere else. Blah Blah. Not going into it. As I said before, I'm feeling alright so I don't want to change that, if possible. Now I may be talking shite so I'm going to shut up from here.