Just started feeling really low again =/ been reading over the Bereavement board and there was a section to suicide. Different stories about people who have lost friends or family. It's so sad. I hate that I can now relate to this. I just wish sooo fuckin much that it had never happened! Its nearly christmas, god knows how Kenny's family must feel! I am just an ex and the pain I feel is unbearable at times. This is going to be, yet again, another long night. Its 11.15pm, I have work at 8 tomorrow so I'm up at 7, just not going to get much sleep at all. Can't believe it's been 8 months already! I'm planning to go up to the grave sometime this week and lay down a holly reef. It's the least I can do. Miss you so much Bo :(