This weekend has actually been about the best weekend I've had in a while. I was working long day Friday and was having a really crap day at work. Just felt like nothing I could do was good enough for them. It's not all of the workers, its just some silly things that get to me. But anyways, Saturday and Sunday I was off work from the hospital so enjoyed a nice long lie both days. Went to the cinema yesterday with Dave, we patched things up thankfully, just had a wee stupid fall out. He's not my boyfriend, thats the problem. I don't want him to be, he is my bestest friend and my world would be shit without him but all I want is for us to be friends and nothing more. But thats where the fall out kind of started. He wants us to be more than that and has told me how strong his feelings are for me. I do appreciate how much he cares for me, but I don't feel the same. But anyways, I won't go into that, just had a really good weekend for a change. I Am Legend, was what we went to see at the pics, was really good I enjoyed it, dull ending but good. Then after that we went to his house for a bit and just hung out talking and watched another movie, Dog Soldier's twas also quite good. So just basically had a wee quiet night, no alcohol. Glad I didn't drink, from the way I had been feeling previous, it just totally would not have been a good idea. Then today we went shopping and for dinner. Was good to get out. I had thought of just staying in. But I guess I need to give myself the extra push to just go out and do things. Even yesterday when Dave came for me I just felt so crappy, just wanted to stay in it took quite a while for him to persuade me to go out. It wasn't really him persuading me actually. It was more me, I just couldn't  be bothered actually leaving the house. But I just thought fuck it, and went. It turned out good.