amerprin

Made it to 44 days. Amazing. Last night I had dreams of gambling in the casino. A euphoric feeling was my dream vision but I kept trying to remember the bad feelings. Was having a hard time and felt...

Today marks 41 days free. My life is so different now than before. Each day I find that I am stronger to fight off the urge to go to casino. Very interesting feeling to find solutions to fill my...

Tomorrow will be 40 days that I am free of gambling. So happy. Money is still an issue but I will not be suckered into thinking I can make money by going to a casino.I'm getting together with a...

I still think about gambling but not in the way that I used too. I've started to take steps to change my behaviors. Putting me in different routines. Tonight I am doing something after work that I...

4th of July would have been a trigger for me when I was gambling. I would have welcomed this day not to make plans with friends but to have driven myself to a casino and got lost in gambling. This...

Can't believe I made it to 30 days. I was determined and I did it. Feeling empowered and looking forward to a clean future.During this past week 4th of July is coming up. I did not have any plans yet...

Almost at 30 days. How has my life changed? So far been able to control the urge to gamble. Keeping myself accountable by enthralling myself in my business. Working on the numbers everyday. Trying to...

Tonight I called in to the GA Wednesday night meeting. I enjoyed listening to the other members. And while I was listening so many light bulbs seem to be going on. One thing in common that everyone...

Tomorrow marks 21 days clean for me. So far the changes I have made are have money to pay all bills. Limiting myself to 40.00 cash maximum in my wallet. Making plans for all weekends in advance....

Today marks 19 days clean for me. Can't believe I've made it this far. Reading all the discussions on this site has been extremely helpful. One person stated a trigger for them was having cash in...

Today marks 17 days free of the casino and gambling. Knocking on that 21 day change my bad habit rule. Can't wait. I have bills to pay and I hope my business will generate enough money to pay them....

Thirteen days free of gambling. So happy to have made it this far. Feeling stronger by the minute. Gave my books to my accountant the other day. I did not mention to him all the withdrawels. Next I...

Today I am feeling sick to my stomach. Preparing my books for my accountant and seeing all the gambling withdraws scares me. I don't relate to whom that person was that I became a few months ago. I...

Today marks 10 days clean for me. Wow that feels great. Waking up today was different. Didn't have casino or gambling on my mind. Looking forward to more change in my brain and purse. haha

Today marks 6 days clean from gambling. To celebrate I am going to participate in a 5k race this morning. This is such a different Sunday for me. Normally in my past when the weekend came I was...