36 days

I still think about gambling but not in the way that I used too. I've started to take steps to change my behaviors. Putting me in different routines. Tonight I am doing something after work that I have not done in a super long time. I am going to the gym after work. I told myself just 30 minutes 5 days a week doing something at the gym to relieve my stress. I'm feeling really good about myself. Not feeling like such a loser anymore.
I met with my cpa yesterday. Had to tell her about the gambling and how I am determined to no longer do it. She suggested I should go to GA or get a therapist. I said I am but now determined to never gamble again. Then I thought maybe I should write a book about my life and the addiction. Maybe I did this so I can help others. Just a thought......