33 days

4th of July would have been a trigger for me when I was gambling. I would have welcomed this day not to make plans with friends but to have driven myself to a casino and got lost in gambling. This year 4th of july is very different for me. I only took out 40.00 from my atm. I plan to go see a movie and have dinner with some girlfriends. Also I plan to work at home focusing on my finances.
  Thoughts of the gambling excursion sounds fun in my mind but I must remember all the money that I have lost and all the loneliness I had felt. I am determined to fill the void that I have felt for so long in my life.