41 days

Today marks 41 days free. My life is so different now than before. Each day I find that I am stronger to fight off the urge to go to casino. Very interesting feeling to find solutions to fill my days. I notice I am more relaxed and not feeling stress as much. Even though I owe money to IRS or credit cards I feel like I can handle it. I've told everyone that I needed to tell of my problem and now there is no more weight on my shoulders. Funny that triggers are all around me. Casino bill board signs and commercials on tv. When I see these I immediately try to think of the bad that this addiction has caused in my life. The pull doesn't pull me anymore to go and give in to the urge. Definitely staying strong.