o my what can i say yelloy friend ,,,i am so tired this day so ready to just say please explain ,is it always the ones who were unhappy who develope e as adults ?i want to laugh -i want to enjoy a little please not always this deep huryt when i turn around -husband says it comes from me getting over tired -i just dont coprehend why i cant shake this e why i cant be as others i am tired of having to go to bed at a decent hour ,tired of trying to not stress too much ,of tears and jumbled thoughts and headaches and drs that want to shove a pill down your throat to make you well ,when you take one pill you have to take another to counter react what the first done .i am rambling yellow friend as i dont have the energy to write the things that haver hurt me this week