o my here it is thurs .the 10 of may -you know my musccles are still sore bad hurting but wow i feel good ,now not awesome yellow guy i have the headace that wont stop ,but darn i feel good ,i just hope i can stay on this even keel and not drop back down where i am undecided about life and feel so much pain ,its been a coupla weeks since a sz. now i am having the fast odd spells every day wasnt having them all the time before so they may slow down again ,but i have been able to laugh and feel the sunshine on my face again . looking forward to june 2 that is my youngest sons birthday we are takinking the day off and going out as a faimly to a nice resteraunt him and his wife and my oldest son and his new girlfriend ,my husband and and i we are celebrating this birthday and my husbands birthday which is may 29 and our wedding anniversary may 31 ,wow 31 years with this man yellow dude god did good ,hes been worth it ,things are still tight money wise but we have always made it and our kids have been there i am lucky ,,,,i am going to post this stupid letter as when i get down in the e times maybe reading this it will make me smile