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- As a depressed,anxious introvert most of my friends are really acquaintance s. I would like to get beter with bonding eith people but fail at enjoying the bar and club scene, which is what most of my peers enjoy. I have trouble hearing and focusing...
- Hey, I recently started taking Celexa. It took me a long time to even think of meds , but I finally admitted that while things were better I still felt anxious. He told me to set up an appt with a psych. I started at 5mg, and got up to 15 before I...
- I am afraid of doing something wrong at work, and I can't even express why I am freaking out. It's complicated and stupid, and it maybe wrong and it might not be. I am asking a supervisor now for advice. I hate this, nothing has happened. Nothing is...
- Or at least, my anxiety makes no sense. Sometimes, I am frustrated with my anxiety because the things that make me feel so anxious are really ordinary things. I take ordinary things and turn them into catastrophe's. It's very weird to me because I...
- After the falling out with a really good friend; I felt like a great big divide opened up between me and other people. Frankly a lot of the time I ruminate, worry, and feel down for no good reason. I know that this is not what people want to hear....
- I went to retirement party at my job, and I knew as I was going there it was going to be rough. Still, I went I saw people I am friendly with. I was even seated next to people I'm friendly with, and then fear. Oh God, I have nothing to talk about....
- I wrote in the depression forum a while ago about losing a friend. I find myself trying to go out there to meet new people, and it's great the first two meetings and then hesitation. I am an introvert. I feel energized when I am alone and find too...
- After an interesting talk with my therapist he pointed out that most of my depressive moods seem to start off from anxiety. I am hard on myself he says and I do not like myself. Which is true a lot of the times. I am an odd person, but there are a...
- I am not beautiful, a lot of the times I feel really ugly. I just don't understand why I care so much. Why is the thought of being ugly and no one finding me beautiful enough make me want to cry. Why are we as women so obsessed with something that...
- I've had a bit of a break from therapy, somewhat accidently. My psych books quickly and it's easy to fall into a three week backlog (it doesn't help when you have to cancel and appointment twice because things keep popping up.) So it's been almost...
- Hey guys. I have recently lost a friend from my depression. The same friend who helped me the first time around when I went into a spiral and thought it was better to be alone than to depend on anyone, because no one really like me anyway. Couldn't...
- I'm logging off soon. I wanted to share this talk though. It resonates a lot with me. Depression, the secret we shareI love how he defines depression as the lose of life (not suicide, but the feeling of being alive)
- I'm a fucking mess right now, and I probably messed up my relationship with my best friend. She got hurt over my sensitivity and no matter what I texted her she wouldn't text me back. So I texted her that I wouldn't be texting her for a while until...
- Any way, new year and I have no ambitions. I feel so dead emotionally and socially. I feel like work is the only place I feel normal. I'm exhausted and defeated and my anxiety is always still there. I've gained weight too. I'm thinking switching my...
- I honestly am not sure if I should have posted this in the anxiety thread or here, as I have both. I don't make a lot of friends. Conversations don't come naturally to me, and the few friends I have are insanely busy. It just seems to me that I am...