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- I can feel it brewing in my head....and in my body. I'm on edge. I'm snapping left and right at my poor children. Their very presence is annoying to me. I just want to be left all alone for a while. I have that feeling that I have to just "GO"....
- So right now my meds are being messed around with. My pdoc had tried me on risperdal after taking me off abilify (which I had been on for a good year or more). Turns out I can't afford risperdal, so she put me back on abilify (which is much more...
- I can't put my finger on it. But there is something very wrong with me. I want to lash out, I want to scream, punch, kick, break things. I want to throw things and hurt myself. I want to get the hell out of here, but I don't want to leave.What...
- My younger sister moved in with me a few months ago. She was having troubles at home with her Mom and wanted a fresh start, so she came here on Sept. 1. She's 17.In the past 4 days she has been suspect in 2 thefts, charged with 1 and has been...
- I really don't want to go to the hospital...I can't afford to, and there's no one to watch my kids. But I might need it. Maybe it's just a day...week...month...year...whatever. I don't know how long I can hold out for.
- I'm a wreck. I can't stand being me. I hate who/what I have become. I want to cut...but I don't want to cut.
- I have spent the past 10 1/2 years out of 12 years in shitty relationshits. Now I feel incapable of love or even attachment to people. I don't remember what it feels like to get the "butterflies".Is it just me? Or are there other emotionally...
- Am I alone here? I just had a med adjustment recently and now I'm clumsy as all hell. I keep tripping over myself, walking into things, smashing my knees on things. Do you think it has to do w/ the meds? Or maybe I'm just naturally clumsy?
- I really do hate it. But I need some hugs, thoughts, prayers...anything to make it better.
- Need some loving....http://www.dailystrength.org/people/411160http://www.dailystrength.org/people/493848
- I'm on a "change my appearance" kick. In the past week, I've pierced my lip, dyed my hair blonde (I'm a brunette) twice...then stripped the top part of my hair and I'm about to dye it blood red.I am having tactile hallucinations that bugs are...
- I just went out and saw Paranormal Activity 2...it wasn't a scary movie for me really at all. I used to not be able to watch any scary movies or else I would be so scared I'd have nightmares. But over the past few months, I've been able to not...
- I was going to go into detail about what I'm overwhelmed about, but when I write it out, it all seems so trivial!!What can I do when I'm so overwhelmed? I've tried to just do one thing at a time to get things done...but that's nowhere near enough...
- to clean. I finally mustered up the motivation...but between the anti-psych and benzos, I just don't have the energy.I'm drinking a ton of caffeine and even eating chocolate covered espresso beans. But to no avail.How do you manage to get things...
- Sorry to bother you all with something so trivial.I have a lunch "date" today. He's a really nice guy and all, but I really just don't want to go. I'm not feeling my best today and I don't even want to leave my house. I just don't know what to...