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- Shane used to always say, "I love you more" or "Love you more". I used to tell him that there was no way that he could. One day, he told me that he could prove it, and when I asked him how he planned to prove something like that, he told me it was...
- I am spending a little time with my granddaughter, Ava, this morning. But... I think as soon as my son gets here I am going to go lay down. I am so tired. She is a sweetheart, but I can barely keep up. My lack of sleep is catching up to me,...
- My kids have always been active in various sports. My boys did track and football all through high school, and my daughter, who is a senior in high school has always been active in volleyball and cheer.This is her final year, and she is a varsity...
- My friend's daughter contacted me the other day and wanted to know if I would help her put together a surprise "anniversary" celebration for her parents this Sunday. I am to do all of the cooking. Like an idiot, I agreed to help, but I did tell...
- I do feel some guilt, but in a way, I am offended that they would even ask.....A complete stranger messaged me on my "work" page.... they wanted to know if I would go over their work, and help them with the process to completion. I politely...
- I have known this date was approaching... but I was hoping that with everything else I have been through, and losing Shane, it would lose it's "punch".Sunday marks a very negative "anniversary" for me, and I am already feeling stressed and sick to...
- Sometimes I try to get things done and just feel overwhelmed by everything. I am "still" working on the upstairs bedroom.... it is slow going because of my leg. But I am almost done. It should have been finished today... but I had to stop.Then I...
- Both of my boys have moved out... so I have the "wonderful" opportunity to clean the room they had shared upstairs... ugghh... I started on it today, but it is difficult to maneuver the steps still. Plus, a lot of what they left behind is bigger...
- Shane and I never asked anyone for help. . And lately, I have been forcing myself to take on tasks I would have either never done, (like cutting down a tree) or not done without Shane (working on my son's house).In part, that is because I am used...
- Today was a really up and down day. I was working on a really big "project" that Shane and I would have done together. It is an "outdoor" project and I was interrupted by several hours of rain... oh yeah... and SNAKES. I am terrified of snakes......
- One of my oldest friends (a female... not a male) who I really do not get to see very often has been asking me to go "out" with her to the casino. I hate telling her know, as I do miss spending time with her, but I never feel like it.Well, she...
- I got almost 7 hours of sleep. I am so shocked... and I kinda want to go back to bed and see if I can get more... maybe catch up on some of what I have lost these past 8 months. but instead, I will get in the shower and try to run some errands and...
- After being up all night (after my half hour evening nap), I had gone in to lay down around 230 AM... tossed and turned... finally fell asleep a little after 5. Slept for an hour... That hour was the best hour I have had since losing him... I...
- I went in to lay down for a bit earlier this evening, and after tossing and turning for over an hour, I did fall asleep for nearly 30 minutes. It was actually a very restful half hour... I thought I had slept all nightI have a terrible habit of...
- I am very thankful that I found this site. I have nobody here that I can vent, rant, sob, or blubber to. Not sure how I would have survived this long without people who truly "get it". Hugs to you all, Amy