brokenpieces1990
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- Hi everyone! I just wanted to let you guys know that I haven't forgotten you! I was advised to stay away from triggers, which consisted of reading/talking about my depression but after all this time, I thought what the hell. As some of you know, I...
- Wanted to let you all know I am still alive! Committed myself to a psych ward for a while. Not the best place to be, but met a ton of amazing people and definitely life-long friends. I'm still very sick, still thinking of suicide, but they put me on...
- Guys, I really don't know what to do. I realize how bad I have let this get when I went online searching for effective, painless ways to commit suicide and seriously considered purchasing an exit bag. It freaked me out and then I started becoming...
- I know this might be a little taboo, but I felt this needed to be included here. I have read so much about all of you guys struggling with suicidal ideation, hopelessness, despair, guilt, derealization, and various other terrible symptoms. A post by...
- Somebody said this to me once when I was explaining to them my suicidal thoughts and although it kind of offended me a little at the time, I think it might be useful to post here. *I've also posted this on the depression forum as well.The dreaded...
- Somebody said this to me once when I was explaining to them my suicidal thoughts and although it kind of offended me a little at the time, I think it might be useful to post here.The dreaded word: Suicide. It brings fear to our hearts and yet some...
- I really don't think I can do this, guys. I have hit my limit in such major ways. These breakdowns always find me no matter where I am or what I am doing. I am never safe from the hells of depression. I have nightmares about being in hell, all I...
- I feel like I am literally hanging by a string at this point. I really don't want to live anymore. I have continually lost everything and everyone I have ever loved in this world. Most people have just screwed me up and over. I have nightmares every...
- I wanted to know if anyone else has this experience when going through a depressive episode:When I first wake up in the morning, I feel really, really lousy. I get this sharp pain in my chest of overwhelming sadness and my head feels stuffy and...
- I recently broke up with my fiance in September and since then I have been in a very dark hole that I can't seem to emerge out of. All I think about is death and violence. There is so much death in the world these days that I just can't bear it-...
- I met my fiance during college orientation and I immediately knew that she was going to play a big role in my life. My senior year of high school, I was hospitalized for Bipolar depression and almost committed suicide. My fiance, I'll call her...
- I was diagnosed with Bipolar II back in 2009, after I was hallucinating and having delusions so severe I ended up in a psych ward. I went away to college and got healthy but after my recent break-up with my ex-fiance, I got sick again and had to...
- Ever since I broke up with my ex-fiance, I have been so anxious and depressed. For months after that I could barely eat and I lost 30 pounds in two months. Everyone kept telling me to "eat a sandwich" and things like that but the truth was that...
- I have definitely been feeling agoraphobic recently. I moved back home after an intensely painful break-up and since then I don't want to leave the house. There is so much death outside of these walls. My good friend died in a car accident two years...
- hi everyone! I have recently re-joined under a new username because I could not remember my password for the other one. I used to be under "scarletthurts." I took a long hiatus from this website because I became extremely ill after breaking up with...