Thursday, February 28, 2008

I couldn't get ahold of my pdoc's nurse today.   I left a message at the front desk.  He didn't call me.    At the end of the day I called the office again but still no person there?   So I called his office number and left a message.   Maybe had an emergency?  I don't know?   So here I am sitting at my computer trying not to think about how lowwwwww I feel and trying not to cry.   Who invented frustration anyways!                                             I WANT MY LIFE BACK!                         aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Creed for the DauntlessWhen keeping on seems fruitless,Push on with all the power you own!Consider wind's and water's wayWith hard, resistant stone.Think how one trickle, dropping slow,Will groove the stoutest block,And how the gentlest winds that blowWill round the sharpness of a rock. Think how the spider mends his webFull twenty score times seven;The lark mounts up a thousand timesTo shout his song to heaven!God molds a million tiny cellsThat one child's face may be so dear;He veins the smallest early leafPersistent year on year. Patience formed a universeThrough trial and error, score on score,And still God's purposes go on--Ah, surely you can try once more!Today the wall that shut you outMay be a door to let you through;The soil produced from stone may growThe reddest rose you ever knew;And all you sought for, sick at heart,Rises to greet you like the dawnAround the corner---face-to-face;So keep on keeping on!  My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations:Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience,But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting notthing!                                                                                                 James 1:2-4