Long week......

Well it has been a challenge and a trial for me this past week, I am glad it's almost over!  Never has my bp mind been challenged as it has.   I feel like I am on a merry-go-round of emotions and feelings..phew!   I even got all mixed up in my emotions so much I was going to close my account, someone I am very close to and love very much read an article I wrote on the boards and got offended and hurt feelings.  I also got offended when they told me they read it and that triggered a huge pile of emotions to go tumbling downward! aaahhh!   This person joined DS to support me, but there are many times I need to write down in my journal how I am feeling and I don't feel that liberty anymore in case they read it.  I came to the conclusion that changing my account wouldn't make a difference because they know my email address and can find me that way, so here I am writing about this where they can see it all.  I hope everything works out.  This journal has come to be a friend in need, and I want to feel free to write what I need in it.  Well, a little more prayer may help alot!  xoxoxo