Battles.....

Boy, I will be glad when I stop battling all my giants, right now their winning!  I think I am coming to the end of my rope with all this drama in my life, I am overloaded! I am not battling any bipolar giants lately so that is one thing I am so thankful for.  I feel like I am on a break or holiday from this disease, strange. It seems I came out of one battle and walked into another....ggrr!  And I did it willingly.  After altar call tonight instead of going downstairs to have supper with everyone I stayed up at the altar and just sang and cried to God. We must have spent an hour there the Lord and I and oh...how sweet it is to be in the presence of the Lord!  So I suppose the coming days will tell how my life is going, I pray I can get through this mud and get my life in order once again. 

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tell me about it. I struggle too, with my own giants. I have no energy left anymore. Since being on my meds, I pretty much do not suffer anymore from hypermania. Now, it seems like i am going through constant mild depression. My house is a total mess, ans I have no inclination to clean it. But the funny thing is. I do not like living like a slob, and it is making me even more depressed. It is like a vicious circle. Am I going through hypo-mania? I don\'t know. I want to be normal again, but i feel like i never will be again.
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yes that is wonderful time Dave went ater the Giant wih five stones but we all know who had Daves back Thank you Jesus for my sister who we care and love God bless you Love bro Rick
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Wow! What a testimony on how the impact of God can have on our life when we sit down with Him one-on-one and reveals our hearts to him. I\'m glad that He brought you some comfort and pray that he continues to walk by your sides over the next days.