I'm not sure that I can claim horrible today because I'm not exactly suicidal but I hate my body... I hate my life... I hate my husband... I hate my dirty home... (I'm ocd about cleaning)...I hate the bills I have to pay and the job I have to have to keep them.  I can't stay at a job more than one year.  I overslept again... I truely feel tired enough to need 9 hours of sleep but when I get them my world falls to pieces.  So then I am irritable beyond capability to control and my whole days is ruined.  That just doesn't seem fair that sleep can ruin my day... It is so hard to just get 7 hours all of the time.  Maybe it is just time for a depression and the depressions happen no matter what kind of sleep I get.  Either way Boo on today! I just want to be invisible or gorgeous one of the two... Oh well neither are possible so Im' just here suffering. Ps my husband is a jerk!  he decides that if I"m in a mood (and that is any kind of mood) he avoids me completely so for the last 3 days he has not spoken more than 3 words to me.  I can't stand him@!