Wow it has been a long time since I"ve written in here.  I am so sorry everyone but at least I left with a smile right  Any how.  I've been allright.  I've been trying some new things to meet people and working on doing some spring cleaning.  I've really been up and down lately.  Yesterday I was really down and today I'm really up.  What a mess.  I was even thinking of stopping my meds because they really aren't doing me any good.  Oh well. 

 On the topic of my husband.  I have noticed that he takes the week off from talking to me.  We get busy I know.  Life does seem to really blast past throughout the week but I really want to take like a few minutes for us time and he is very not into it.  I need this any ideas on how to get him in tune with me?

 Last night I had a wonderful evening with my son.  I was really angry with Rickie and feeling forlorn so instead of wallowing I called Caleb down stairs and said do you want some cake .  He screamed yeah (remember he is 3) any how I told him there is just one problem... Mommy hasn't put the cake together yet... I asked him if he wanted to help and we made a healthy version of carrot cake cupcakes we spent an hour of quality time together and it was really fun.  I also got to clean up the kitchen while we were together and it was a great time together.  Just thought I'd share that moment.  I know as moms we think sometimes that we are too busy but kids are all to ready to help out.  He also helped me load the washing machine adn the dishwasher, put the soap in and turn each one on.  He is so stinking smart! I'm so proud of him!