Ok so does anyone know when you are supposed to check in to somewhere and where to go when you are feeling like killing yourself?

I just can't go on. I don't want to go this life asks too much and I can't handle it anymore. I just want to dissappear. I don't want to exist anymore.

I want to die.

I just want to die.

I dont' want to hurt anymore, I don't want to fight this hard anymore. The only thing I'm good at anymore is failing... The only thing I can succeed at is failing. My success is to never get it right and I don't want to be that way anymore. I just want to go away.