Wow life is hard it throws such hard punches and I've really been stressing over budgeting and such things.  I want my husband to do it but I'm still in charge of budgeting he is just in charge of cash and in and out money that has nothing to do with our bills.  So knowing how close our money is does not help my mood swings either.  I am seeing a new psychiatrist next week Thursday.  I really hope that she will be a better more available doctor.  I'm really dissappointed in my current doctor. Anyhow the struggle continues.  I'm really agitated today.  I've been really high this morning dropped really low high again and sliding down again now... All of this in 4 hours! Exhausting!