Bipolar

I don't think that people realize how hard it is to be bipolar. I am trying to get through school with good grades and a good standing but it is becoming more and more difficult with the relapse that occurs. Since my last post I have become depressed and overwhelmed with life itself. I don't have the time or the energy to deal with family or friends. Just work and school engulf my life. I feel stuck and enraged. There is nothing that I can do to get out of this. I have gone through four therapists and multiple psychiatrists. My doctor is thinking of putting me on Geodon. I have been looking into it and I think that it might be a step in the right direction. I have so much work to do and it just keeps on piling up. This makes me more and more depressed. I dont know what to do anymore. I am going to go insane if I dont get some help soon.