I think that I am relapsing. I find myself back in school and in student government and now all of this responsibility is falling back into my lap. I think that I like to bite off more than I can chew and that is what essentially gets me. It is sad becuas most of those things are passions of mine. I wish they didnt drive me to a manic depressive episope. I am just so tired of it all and I cant stand this depression. I am losing interest in everything. Things just dont matter any more. I can concentrate on homework or in class without taking a xanax. What a perdicament I have come in to.