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Ive been wanting to find a good, solid, kind, funny, stable, attractive romantic interest to fill out my life and I've been dating Dan for just about a 5 weeks now.  He fits so much of my criteria...

I seriously love my therapist.  I think we could actually hang out and be friends. but anyway, she is so helpful - each time I go there I leave with at least one nugget of insight or one action I...

I just give up.  I really just f___ing give up.  I am exhausted with trying to be happy. The few times I finally meet someone that I really click with it always ends unexpectedly.  I doubt I will...

after MUCH back and forth and agonizing over the decision of whether or not to attend my ex FIL 80th bday I went.   On the way there I was singing along to the radio and determined to hold my head...

I have been debating going to the party for Rob’s dad.  I do love him so much and I always felt welcomed by his family but I think the level of pain this would cause for me is not worth it one...

Had a rough week last week, with lots of emotions - based on seeing the ex with his new GF, Being blown off by a seemingly wonderful online guy, seeing the OW, getting a mistaken text from the ex...

I am an idiot! I like to say the ex is the idiot but it's me. He finally got on FB after 6 years of making fun of it. And he friends all my "our" friends. Then he requests me! I debate for a day...

have not written in this forever, but i am just struggling on a different level now. I've done so well for so long, but I am just seeing an endless stretch of lonlieness ahead. I am only getting...

have not written in this forever, but i am just struggling on a different level now. I've done so well for so long, but I am just seeing an endless stretch of lonlieness ahead. I am only getting...

I know and he knows that our marriage us headed nowhere but divorce court. All I can think ofas small consolation is that my kids will know that I did everything in my power to make us work. Damn him...

I wish I could stop crying.  I think this is the first time my H is on an actual date.  He went to the city and didn't tell me he was going. Evn though we are separated, I usually know most of what...

I've been struggling with how to live as a single person. Wow, what an adjustment!  We had such a busy social life when we were together. I still have lots of friends, but without a partner, there...

Why dd I feel so sick today when I was running at the gym and saw my neighbors (friends) who also know the OW. I guess any connection to her is enough to make me feel nauseous. I almost quit running,...

So, was dinner with H a good idea? No, it was definitely too soon for us. He only moved out 8 days ago, and where was no good reason for us have try to have a date already. we realized how difficult...

Before he left, I thought of all I would miss, and how I wouldn't be able to live without him and our routines. Surprise, there are lots of things i don't miss. The snoring, t.v.  on constantly,...