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Status: The marks humans leave are too often scars. John Green, The Fault in Our Stars
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Ok, so I realized there's a couple other reasons why this week has been so bad. The parents of the 2 year old? They announced that they're going to try for another baby. He's got 2 older kids with...
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This has been a bad week for me. I'm not going to go into every little detail (cuz frankly my depression/anxiety made even simple things bad), but I'll highlight the two major things that happened to...
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Today I feel a bit guilty. I made plans last night to go out tomorrow with my friends K and M to a spring fun fair that's going on this weekend. Which is good, except that I made the plans over a...
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So, I've been 'clocked out' for a few days. Spent most of the weekend playing a video game and hiding away from the world. I felt Ok, not nearly as depressed as I usually feel, but because of several...
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Ok so today was the first day of the Cognitive Behavioral Therapy group that I enrolled in yesterday. I went to the group feeling anxious about talking to other women about my issues (or as one of my...
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OK, so this morning I got a phone call just before 8am. Normally calls this early make me panic, thinking something's wrong with my Dad, but it turned out to be Dr. P's office calling. They had a...
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I woke up this morning to a full on flow, so AF has come to visit. I'm disappointed, but ok with this. With the one tube blocked, I'm expecting it to be harder to get that BFP, so I'm still expecting...
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OK, this post is going to contain a lot of TMI, so if you don't want to know, don't read. You have been warned. :PSo, this morning was ok. I was tired because I had to get up early and my asshole...
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Well, today is CD35 and there's still nothing. No AF and no signs of her showing up either. Since today is the 2 week mark from the LH surge, I did an HCG test this morning. It was negative, but I'm...
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So today I'm walking gingerly and feeling stiff. Why? Because Tuesday and Wednesday, DH and I were at my parent's place helping them do some landscaping in their backyard. They built a 10 foot by 10...
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So, my weekend has been fairly quiet. Friday was DH and my 5th anniversary, which also marks exactly 4.5 years of TTC. I didn't focus on that though, I just focused on enjoying a full day with DH. We...
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So I have two 'hurts' today and only one is my fault! I some how managed to injure my left knee. I think I have a 'pressure bruise' as I call it... I put too much pressure on the knee cap for too...
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I want to start this journal off by saying a big thank you to the ladies who comment on my journals and keep celebrating along with me. I appreciate it, it's so hard to stay positive and when I got...
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Ok so, I've been doing these LH tests every day since CD10 and getting negative tests. I've only missed one day (yesterday) of testing, but I fretted over it. Today, I made sure I tested and guess...
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Ok, so I'm realizing strange things about myself. When DH is home I'm happier, but not actually happy. I try to be silly/happy just to keep him happy/smiling cuz it makes me feel like I'm making him...
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