Lady101
Status: Desperately missing my husband.
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- I lost my darling husband suddenly on October 23, 2012 and the wonderful life that I knew and loved, ended. I knew I could not do this horrible journey alone. Finding DS was a total lifeline...I joined in November. God Bless everyone here. The...
- It's been a while since I've posted.There have been so many of us who were posting I didn't want to add to the pain. But tonight I had to write out my pain.Today my memory of the worst day of my life was given back to me. Until today, I couldn't...
- Oh, God, the nights are so long and empty. Oh, how I hate them. I feel so alone and lost without him. I am seeing a grief counselor, attending support group and it helps during the daylight hours. But this week has been so over the top...
- The nights are so long and dark and empty. All the wishing and hoping will not bring him back. My brain knows that you are supposed to take it one day at a time but my heart is looking into the future and sees none. Right now, in this moment, the...
- It seems the only type of books I can now read are grief books...the pages on a regular book make no sense to my brain. For someone who loved to read that really hurts. I checked a bunch of grief books out of the library and found a couple that...
- Today is three months since I lost my love in the beautiful waters of Hawaii. There was one last "I love you" along with a kiss before we went snorkeling and in an instant, life as I knew it ended. The last couple of days have been some of the...
- I seem to keep running into poems or quotes that say what my heart feels. I'd like to share them. "There is a sacredness in tears, they are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are the...
- I found this today and since there was no author listed I thought it was ok to post here. I seem to be falling apart My attention span can be measured in seconds My patience in minutes I cry at the drop of a hat I forget...
- It's been 78 days since I lost my darling husband of 41 years and when you add the fact that we were together since we were 16, that comes out to 46 years of being in love with one man. 46 years of being a couple, soulmate, partners, being the...
- I have been sitting here looking at this space, almost afraid to write what I feel. I have stayed away from writing on DS for days because I am sick of myself feeling the way I do and I'm sick of answering the question of "How are you doing" , sick...
- The house is decorated, the table is set, the traditional food has been cooked. My sons are home, something that always fills my heart with joy. All should be right with the world.This year is different. I sat down last night and wrote my darling...
- I went to Costco for the first time since I lost my husband. Costco was the place he always went to with me. We loved to stop and check out all the new stuff they had and he did love to sample all the goodies. It was bad enough to see all the...
- It's been seven weeks and four days since I lost my husband suddenly to a heart attack. From the moment it happened till now, I have kept moving, doing, trying to hang on. I now know how a shark feels...I have this feeling that if I stop moving I...
- I feel so lost. It is seven weeks since I saw my husband snorkeling in the beautiful waters in Hawaii. Seven weeks since I watched them pull him out of the water, unconscious. Seven weeks since I watched the other boat take him away from me. ...
- A friend sent a note to me, writing" I hope things are returning to normal. Normal...Dear God, help me. Bob has only been gone since Oct 23 and she wants to know if things are returning to normal. The love of my life is gone and there can never be...