LONELY

I haven't been on this site for awhile. But I have recently realized how really lonely I am. Im a stay at home Mom and when my kids where younger I was so busy and now that my youngest has one year left of preschool and my kids aren't so dependent on me. That I realized how really lonely I am. My husband is so busy with work, overtime and going back to school. That we barely talk anymore and when we do he doesn't really listen to me anymore. He works long days and he doesn't call or text d during the day and after he gets home he's on his ipad, phone or computer,  for all I know he might be having an affair. I understand he is busy and he needs to unwind, but seriously we don't talk. I seemed to have lost my friends when I became a mom and now I really want more friends. I am so lonely, I need adults to talk to and I'm actually thinking of joining a pen pal program, because then someone will actually be interested in hearing from me. I honestly cant believe how lonely I am!! I am actually interesting and funny and need conversation!! I would have loved to bolded this whole blog but that might have been a bit much, lol!!