Not so Happy

My boss hurt my feelings today he was down right rude. Which isn't all that uncommon for him. I finally stood up for myself. I thought that I would feel much better after I did it but I actually feel worse. That makes no sense.  Combinded with the fact that I vented alot of stuff Sunday in my jounral. In an attempt to feel better. But I really feel worse.  I miss the days of being happy and I don't understand after finally sticky up for myself I feel worse !!!!!!