I Made It To A Family Gathering

I'm so proud of myself I went to Mike's father's for a Labor Day cookout.I cried alittle to one of my sister-in-laws but not to bad.I had Braden since Friday he had a blast here I took him home after the cookout.His Mom took him to Branson to goof off  I bet he was very tired because he played so hard at the cookout. Still trying to work on this house our downstairs is looking alot better I'm so sick of cleaning I cleaned all day and still need to dust and vacuum but theirs always tomorrow.I'll be alone Tuesday I hate being alone it makes me think of things about Justin. If only I had called or went over there. Him not calling me that Wednesday morning should of been a red flag.Oh how I regret that. Justin was a very handsome,smart loving,kind,helpful,true to his friends,very friendly man.I lost alot when I lost him he was my BEST FRIEND.I miss him I've seen a couple of men that looked like Justin from the back my heart would skip a beat.  Hope everyone has a good week I'm so proud of myself I put one foot in front of the other and went to spend time with family that took a while for that foot to move and I'm glad it did.Love,jfm24,Vicki