Thanks To ALL

Thank you all for all the support u have given me,Hugs,Prayers,Flowers and presents.U all are great people I wish we all would of met under different circumstances, but we didn't we are all so heartbroken I'm missing Justin today seems to increase as the days go on he loved fall and spring and as I'm outside walking around hearing the leaves crackale under my feet. I think of him trying to hold back tears of heartache.What a journey I've been on it never ends it's almost like being haunted.Even though he was a grown man he was my baby boy in my eyes.The pain is still so intense I have to make myself breathe.I don't know what I'm doing here my family just keeps me going.Even though I don't want to. This will never go away and I don't know if I want to live this way.Well shoot I'm crying can't see the keyboard so will go for now and try to collect my shitty life togather for tommorrow.Peace,Vicky