Just Tuesday

Well today is Tuesday I have baby Emily today she's 5 months now.Sunday Rebecca,Braden and I went to the Aquatic pool here in Republic Braden had so much fun first time going there they have all kinds a little stuff for the little children he cried all the way home.Saturday we went downstairs to watch cartoons in Ashli's room theres a picture of Justin by her bed.He looked at me with tears in his eyes and said I want my daddy to come back I miss him so much memew.I tried my hardest to be strong but I failed I cried too.He even ask if I was going to heaven.He's a mixed up 4 year old that so much adored his daddy.They were so close like me and Justin were I went to the cematary Monday it was Justin's 16 month of not seeing him.I know life has to go on but the thought of losing my son Justin is so overwhelming.I don't even know who I am.Thanks for all the hugs and messages your all dear to my heart.jfm24,Vicki