Pepper515
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- I have been having flashbacks about when I was six years old and raped by a teenager who my mom was watching at her day care. I feel lost, confused, scared, hurt, and I'm alone. I thought I was over this. I feel depressed more lately. My husband...
- I have been raped. When I was 6,15, and 21. I have been doing fine not having nightmares or flashbacks. Last night when my husband and I were watching Law and Order SVU. My husband commented on the fact that "you are an idiot if you don't report...
- My therapist says my anger is tied into my depression. So when I miss a dose of my antidepressant I get mad easily.Just wondering if anyone else has been told this or something?
- Hi,Haven't posted on this site in a while. I have been doing well. My anxiety is under control, nightmares are at a very all time low, and flashbacks haven't been a problem for awhile.I am 16 weeks pregnant. My husband is home from his deployment...
- Quick background: My husband r*ped me when I was 21, I'm 23 now, I remembered in Sept. 2012 what he did to me in May 2010. He has been deployed since June 2012.He comes home next week. I'm a mixture of emotions about that. During this deployment he...
- My husband r*ped me May 16,2010. It was the day after my 21st birthday. I was drunk, he was sober. I said "no" several times and pushed him away.I pushed the memory from my mind and "forgot" until September 2012. In December 2012 or January 2013 I...
- A little bit of back ground on myself. In my family there is a history of breast cancer, every other generation gets it. My generation is the next to get it. On my actual biological side of the family.Anyways back to my problem. For the past couple...
- Okay so I am recently struggling with the memory of my husband R*ping me. I guess I want some friendly advice.I miss him being here but every time I start remembering his touch it turns into the night he forced himself on me. And then I start...
- Hi,Ummmm okay so I have put on here that i was sexually abused when i was a child. It has been 17 years since the first time he did what he did. The abuse he did was from when i was 6-8 years old. I didn't say anything, i didn't tell anyone, it was...
- Okay so I have mentioned that my husband raped me when I was drunk off my ass on my 21st birthday. And how there are unexplained bruises on my wrists and thighs in the shape of hand prints. And how since he has been deployed there have been no...
- I don't know where to post this so I guess here will work. Sorry I think this is going to be a bit randomly written. Okay I have been working out my own emotions and my therapist suggested I write what happened in detail down on paper. So pencil and...
- Okay so usually I just want to burn not kill myself. But after a conversation I had with my husband who doesn't want to support me with what he has done and now I want to really take my gun and shot myself. I am fed up with feeling like shit. And I...
- So last night I was looking at my gun and for like half a second I thought about putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger. Don't know why it just popped into my head. I don't know why but I always seem to get that urge to take my life...
- Your days are numbered, time is short, and the one thing that is for sure is you only have one life to live. Live it right, do what makes you happy and don't turn around and let your past consume you.
- Why is my husband being an ass. For one he claims I'm average even tho I am supposedly the only girl he slept with. How the hell would he know what is average or not? He is a crappy person. He uses me. always puts me down, anything I want to do he...