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- hi there everyone. With gambling i went through hell, i started gambling in 2010-2014. I gambled everyday on the slots, and when i quit slots i went to gamble everyday on lottery. This month i'm 2 years free of gambling. Just posting because there...
- i gambled today, i took 15 dollars, withdrew all i had in the bank card, 50 dollars, and took it up to 220 and walked away with no money. feeling bad, although i tried not to feel bad, i said to myself tomorrow is my day one and tomorrow is mothers...
- i am working on recovery. i got out of bed, went swimming, then i did a few other things today. i have had 3 good days in a row. i was out today, near this place where if i wanted to i could have gambled coz i am not banned, the thoughts and urges...
- hi i am happy afterall the attempts to quit smoking, using all sorts of thinsg and also spending a fortune on them to help me quit, i have found a method that workd for me. Allen Carrs method, i read the first chapter of the book and it's working so...
- hi, i am at 3 months now, and this time i really think i am in control and not struggling with withdrawal or i'm coping with my emotions and everything else without gambling. i want to share my view on quitting gambling, as i think it might help...
- i'm so bored everyday. i don't work. i don't sleep well, at night or even when i take a nap, i just don't enjoy sleeping because i have wierd dreams if not nightmares, and i find it embaressing too. problem is when i am bored i go out and spend...
- mainly because i don't want to have children or get married. i am very very complicated. i really just want friends, but i know a male female relationship is not that easy especially if you become close friends. anyway, i have many reasons why i...
- i am feeling really lonely. all i want is a good friend whom i can talk to. i met this guy on facebook and we talked at night for so many hours for about 2 weeks every night, we also met in person, then all of a sudden he stops talking to me, and...
- life is worth living again. a week ago i turned 29 years old, just began thinking how short life is, it goes by fast. when i was gambling i was very negative, i was toxic, and poison, in my own head, and acted badly towards people, i literally was...
- though i have thought about gambling, i have not gambled. proud to say the least my life was miserable, i am glad i don't have the urge controlling me. i went to a suburb where i could have gambled today, where i am not banned but i didn't go, coz i...
- the winner of lottery has a youtube video, he says winning the jackpot was like a poison chalice. here is the link http://www.heraldsun.com.au/news/world/m-lotto-winner-has-just-10-left/story-fnd134gw-1226600409227watch the youtube video about how...
- feeling really out of sorts today. normal people can't understand us. schizophrenia is like a wound that will never heal, it's makes us depressed, and think all sorts of strange thoughts. i spend so much of time trying to keep it together and not go...
- hi i haven't gambled in like ages, it's been maybe over 6 weeks, i realy haven't kept up the exact date i stopped, since i have stopped so many times before and failed. i got a little urge today, but most days i don't have the urge. i got myself...
- hello, feeling sad. scared when i get this way, i gamble. sad for no reason. upset.
- hi, i got banned from the other gamblingtherapy.org site, long time ago. anyway, i am doing therapy, gambling counselling, no i can't go to g.a. just can't, i don't drive etc. anyway, i have been addicted to gambling for 4 years, lost thousands, got...