i am feeling really lonely. all i want is a good friend whom i can talk to. i met this guy on facebook and we talked at night for so many hours for about 2 weeks every night, we also met in person, then all of a sudden he stops talking to me, and says all this wierd shit. i have been in this situation before, where i meet a guy out of loneliness and then i get used to talking to them, then they don't want to talk to me anymore all of a sudden, and then i get lonely and depress and feel like i can't live, i don't know what to do anymore. i just don't want to go back to my old ways, where i start thinking negative about everything and everyone. i want to stop texting this guy, i said to him, if he could block me on his phone, so i can stop texting him when i can't sleep at night. OMG i wish it would stop, i wish i didn't contact him, he said he is in love with someone else and got back to gether with that person so he can't carry on with me, and that i am the type of person that puts people off of living life to the full. it's alot of reasons he said why he stopped persuing me, like from sexual things that i said i won't do, to things like saying i don't want to get married and have children. i think it's my choice whether i have children or not. i just can't do it anymore. when i was younger i wanted children like everybody else, but i have come so far in life, realising the reality of such a lifetime responsibility of having a cihld.