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- My son's funeral was today. It was touching to see how many people turned out. He looked peaceful, but I miss him so much...I just wanted to scoop him up and have him miraculously wake up in my arms. As I got up to speak, it struck me that I...
- It's been a week since I lost my son. It's been a little over a year since I lost my husband. I have always tried my best to be a good wife, a good mother, a good person and, although I'm sure I fall short on this one, a good Christian. While I do...
- Hello...I am new to this group. I lost my 20 year old son on March 26, 2016. 3 days ago, to a sudden cardiac arrest. He was autistic, and lived with me. He came almost everywhere with me, and was my constant companion. He was a very sweet boy,...
- As I already posted, my son passed away on Saturday. He was autistic, and non verbal,and I don't think he was 'wired' to have any religious beliefs, although I did try to tell him about God and Jesus. If he did sin, he likely didn't know he was...
- Yesterday, my son went into a sudden cardiac arrest and passed away. I don't know why this happened. I don't understand why God would take a 20 year old young man, or why he would take him so soon after my husband. Even though he was 20, Jeffrey...
- I haven't posted in awhile. I had just got through the 1 year mark of losing my husband, and yesterday, my son went into Cardiac arrest and lost his life. It is starting to sink in now, and I really don't know how I will get through this one.
- I joined this group a couple of months ago, but haven't posted here yet...my son is autistic, non-verbal, hyper sensitive, and 19. He tends to go into violent meltdowns where he smacks his head, etc. Today I got a call from one of the supervisors...
- I watched a video on the news this evening, a guy who survived jumping from the Golden Gate Bridge...talking about what let him there, and how he felt the minute his hands let go of the railing...how he felt immediate regret, and how painful it was...
- Thinking of all of you today.
- Now that Christmas is a little over a month away, the commercials, banner ads, bus ads, radio ads...you can't escape them no matter what you do...every time I see one I want to throw up, especially those depicting happy couples/families with big...
- Today would have been our 20th anniversary. I wish I could wake up from this nightmare..
- Today we are having a national election in Canada...and all I can think of is that it's been exactly 7 calendar months since my life came crashing down around me...he passed at about 9:25 am March 19...only 2 months after being diagnosed with ESLD...
- Hello, I am new to this group. I joined DS about 6 months ago when my husband died, and thought I'd join this group. My son is 19 and on the spectrum. He's non verbal, and has episodes where he gets frustrated and hits himself. I have tried...
- I have had a hard time with a certain emotion since my husband got really sick, and especially since he passed away...ANGER..I had issues with it before, even took an anger management course in my early 20's...(it wasn't my choice, but I had no...
- As of today, it has been 6 calendar months since I lost the love of my life...it has passed quickly, but the depression just seems to deepen with each day...for the most part, I think I'm still numb...I do what has to be done, and then just sit on...