phnxmoon

Well, I have been away for quite awhile and it's weird to be back. I thought to write again in the journal to help with my own inner thoughts again and hope that I oculd sift my way through things I...

Today was the day that my husband was sentenced. June 28th, 2012 at 9:30 am he was sentenced to 15 years in prison with 5 years of probation. It couldn've been a lot worse. He has to serve 75% of his...

I would like to say that I want to add frustrated, angry, and annoyed to the venting thing to this entry. (Just thought I would give you a fair warning before continuing to read on)Ok so in case some...

Ok so as I am sure everyone can tell I have been holding myself together by just pretending that it isn't happening to some extent. As I am sure most of us have done is push the feeling and emotions...

So I jsut had a call from a friend but I think of her more as an acquaintance anymore. I distanced myself from her awhile ago because I don't have the strength to be someone else's cheerleader. I...

Ok so yesterday was our one year anniversary and it was great really. We slept in for a little bit then I had to get up and get ready for this job interview I went for. (I think I nailed it...

So today I am happy that I have an interview on Thursday. It is also my wedding anniversary lol. Summer solstice good luck charm should help work. I mean it is the longest day of the year and I...

Ok so last night I couldn't sleep. Go figure right and not out of the ordinary. So I got a couple hrs of sleep on our broken old couch and I packed the hubby's lunch today like I do everyday.I just...

So I am soooo unbelieveably happy to say that the hubby and I have decided that we are going to celebrate our first anniversary at home simply enjoying the simple things.We are going to do nothing...

I am enjoying the weekend with my husband. The next couple weeks are jammed pack with get togethers and what not so people can spend time with friends and family. Dry spell is over and happy for it...

So I feel extra pressure today. Not really from people around me that put it on me. But more like I put it upon myself. My mom texted yesterday to see if I could give them anything for food. I knew...

So I read my previous journal entry and wow I was seriously down. I am happy to say I am feeling a lot better now. Not sure what happened but it was a tough ass day.Tomorrow I am going to email my...

So last night I went out to sushi with a friend of mine and that was great. The hubby has a gout attack and couldn't really move that well so he was laid up on the couch. He wanted me to go so that I...

So it is officially 1:18 am Colorado time and I cannot sleep. I blame the fact that I took like a 3 hour nap. Busy day tomorrow seeing old friends I haven't seen in awhile.Sushi with the hubby and...

So last night we went out to dinner with my husband's parents. Everything started out fine. We had the usual dinner and a few drinks. I stopped after a couple (I am not much of a drinker these days)...