Like sands through an hour glass... these are the days of our lives ^_^

So I feel extra pressure today. Not really from people around me that put it on me. But more like I put it upon myself. My mom texted yesterday to see if I could give them anything for food. I knew this was extrememly difficult as my mom has always been an independent and self-suffient woman.
Well between her being out of work and dealing with health issues and then my dad recovering from back surgery still(unable to go back to work yet) money is tight. Luckily, I am a couponer not really an extreme one but I have a little stockpile. So of course I said yes I will bring some over for you. I brought over 3 bags of food to help out. I mean I couldn't just do nothing because its' family and this is the woman who brought me into this world.
I am feeling helpless and wish I had a job so not only I would be finacially secure when my husband does goes away, but so that I could help out my family. We have always been able to provide for ourselves and sadly have fallen on hard times much like the rest of the world. Ughh just wish that I could do something.
 
Hoping luck turns around is all ^_^ Keeping my head up and have decided that I am going to focus on good stuff and starting P90X lol here is to the good stuff