gettingitstraight

 1 6 months after i was born my real father and my mom divorced2. my mother attempted suicide and left me with my grandmother for over a year when i was 4 and i never knew what happened i thought...

its been a while since i wrote a journal and there is so much i have to let out, i dont even know where to begin, so lets start with whats bothering me most right now, my daughter, the one i joined...

i am posting this in breakup and divorce forum to rant i am so pissed  ok so my oldest daughter has a mood disorder, wont diagnos her with bipolar, but she does have aspergers, so yesterday, both...

The worst easter weekend imaginable is past me, the first one since the sepration /divorce   i dont even know where to begin, friday the kids did not have school and they stayed at my house...

my daughter has an IEP and the way things work at her school is they dont have special education classes, they have learning support meaning the core subjects there are two teachers in the room for...

ok so i have been seperated for several months now 5 to be exact got the lawyer and the divorce process is in motion.  my daughter with aspergers is having a hard time with this, well both my kids...

so she moved out, my kids can stay with me or stay with her, they are stating with their mom tonight, and I am so depressed I cant take it I miss my daughters

ok so my marriage hsas been going down hill for years and my wife cheated on me, so we are divorcing, she is still talking to her friend, so i decided to be spiteful we live apart and we are not...

so i got bored and wanted to try and extract some revenge on the STBX, since she was online meeting guys i wanted to go online to meet women, two things wrong with that scenario too many superficial...

well no more worries aboutg my wife and using the phone and wasting my minutes, she hawked her engagement ring and bout a phone under her own plan, so glad i could bail her out 

so its been a little over a month since my wife admitted what she did, and if it was not for the sexting i would not really care she can talk to whoever she wants as friends, but since she admitted...

this came out last week, but theres been alot going on so the last day i finally had time to process things, my wife in the last few weeks has been very secretive.  taking her phone everywhere she...

Well here i am, after i cooked everything i am eating in the basement alone, while everyone else eats upstairs, i have the life NOT

ok so my daughter and i had a bad weekend, she was edgy and lost her cool and let her emotions take over and as usual i took the brunt of it all, she hasnt lost it like that in a while, but mornings...

so the powers that be, did not make sure my daughter took her afternoon pill on friday, friday night and saturday morning were pure hell, thank you other responsible adults in my daughters life