gettingitstraight

so sunday july 1st i pulled a muscle in my calf, after a few days, it started getting better, now sunday or monday, my leg started bruising, a whole week later, and my leg is numb, so i went to the...

i dont know why i am not sure where it came from, but the emptiness is back, i dont know what to do, it feels worse than it ever did,  i am not sure i can climb out of it i just dont have the desire...

ok i guess this journal entry will help me figure out why i am here, and if its worth it.   so i started on this site along time ago, met some great people and one not so great person.  the one...

i could probably write a novel. but it would take a ton of editing since i am horrible with punctuation.  as i sit in my room this morning wondering what the day will bring i am scared.  petrified,...

so i did it again, but this time i made a permanent move for it, my daughter had a breakdown yesterday and things got crazy at my house, my mother who lives here got involved which was not necessary,...

ok so i was informed there was a predator,  and i was told what he did, interestingly enough i reported him but i also emailed him, in case it was just a misunderstanding, but i received this report...

so my phone rings at 12:30 am, its my stepfather who has parkinsons and does not take his meds.  we stopped out there tonight to see him, and he called to accuse me of robbing him, i stole money...

so my phone rings at 12:30 am, its my stepfather who has parkinsons and does not take his meds.  we stopped out there tonight to see him, and he called to accuse me of robbing him, i stole money...

so my phone rings at 12:30 am, its my stepfather who has parkinsons and does not take his meds.  we stopped out there tonight to see him, and he called to accuse me of robbing him, i stole money...

been really down in the dumps lately but putting on the happy face.  seems everyeone is against me that is close to me, but anyone from the outside sees that my situation is better controled my way...

ok so lets go back 6 years my daughter is in kindergarten, she has her birthday party, invites this shy little girl who wont talk to anyone, she lives with her grandma and grandpap cause mommy was a...

it was a very stressful weekend for me, my boss let me work from home on friday, and everything went good the kids did not bother me i got my work done, and dealt with some issues, now after that it...

ok gonna rant a bit, dont know what else to do, my daughter has aspergers she has alot of social issues, she gets bullied and picked on for how she is, but i am proud of her in a lot of ways cause...

i have been on and off this site quite  a bit, i came here originally because at the time my daughter had a dx of add adhd, and ODD and i needed help with the stress level of everything at my house....

ok back again and i could probably type on this forever, i am not sure whats wrong with me, i cant seem to figure it out  i have a daughter with aspergers, i have been abused as a child i cant focus...