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Really stressed out.

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I am freakkiinnngggg out. I have a midterm tomorrow that I am not ready for. I have 6 hours of class tomorrow and then I will be busy from 5-8. Then I have class Wednesday and I have to go to work. Thursday I have to get my friend to the airport...
Ambien is fun...

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Does anyone else think so? I love that time after you have taken it right before you get in bed/go to sleep. You get all dizzy and floaty...and say funny things you don't remember in the morning. I love it. PLus then there is the amazing sleep...
I wish... (triggering)

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Ugh. I ate too much once again. I am totally going to gain back the weight I lost. I wish I had better self control over my eating. I'm not even trying to starve myself, just keep it with in 1,500-2,000. I am always hungry though. It is so...
Missing Ana.

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I miss Ana. I know she is a fickle friend but I miss the comfort she used to give me. I am so stressed out. I just want that feeling of control back even if it is false. I wish I could just let go of knowing better and give in.
lamictal

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Does anyone else feel funny when they miss a dose of lamictal? I get all shaky and sweaty but I don't see that listed as a side effect or anything.
having a breakdown

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I am having such a bad time right now. I don't know what's going on. Everything seems to be going wrong in my life. I am so down. I just want to be happy again. Right now I am so upset with myself. I shouldn't have eaten all of that and I...
Hard day :(

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I am having a really hard time right now. A girl who was on my dance team for about 4 years collapsed the other day. She is severely anorexic and her body shut down while she was out bike riding. She was in a coma. Thankfully she is awake now...
Bombed an essay

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Ugh so I totally just bombed an essay on my exam. Its worth 9 pts out of 58. I maybe got a 3/9 on it. I am so disappointed in myself. I mean I think it will be okay for my overall grade. I can do pretty badly on this test and still get an A in...
Go figure

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According to my psychology class "neuroticism is the biggest predictor of sleep disturbances." Well no wonder I have been an insomniac my whole life.
Disappointed with myself.

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I have had a super unproductive day. I would say it has been 10% studying and 90% doing nothing. I have so much school work I should be working on! And I feel bad not studying for my exam more. I just can't motivate myself to do anything. It...
Annoyed.

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So somehow I ended up with plain Ambien instead of Ambien CR (extended release). No wonder I haven't been sleeping through the night. Time for another phone call to the doctor and trip to the pharmacy.
Rough night.

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I am having kind of a rough night. I was having a good day and then all of the sudden, in the middle of watching Harry Potter, I just felt myself crash. I wanted to cut and I wanted to cry. I don't understand. Nothing significant happened today....
Jealous and overwhelmed.

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I feel like I need to lose weight. All of my friends are itty bitty. NO FAT at all on their bodies. Why can't I be like them? I just want to starve and cut when I do eat. I am freaking out. I feel so much anxiety right now. I feel overwhelmed by...
Jealous.

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I feel like I need to lose weight. All of my friends are itty bitty. NO FAT at all on their bodies. Why can't I be like them? I just want to starve and cut when I do eat. What am I so fat? I hate my body.
Waste of space

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I am an ugly waste of space. I don't even matter.

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